Summer Class Drag

I've always felt that summer class, even though its shorter, feels like the longest semester of MY LIFE! I'm half asleep all the time, the teachers seem more boring than usual, and for some reason, I can't see well O_o, even with contacts poked in my eyes and glasses shoved up my nose, its still a blur. And no its definitely not the heat, because my classroom is the coldest one in the campus. But funny i should mention it....the campus is one of the newest ones and yet it already has issues. Like our central cooling system, its already busted, so now each classroom has its own individual AC, and so we have these bizarre ghetto vents sticking out of the windows....

I think its mostly because we're daydreaming about the world outside of class. But we're all stuck inside for hours at a time because we're eager (or more like frantic) to finish and graduate and work because we all know how easy it is to obtain work....oh and did I mention money?

Hmm, one more day to go then freedom, freedom that will be celebrated to the fullest extent until August comes and the cycle starts once again. Family moving and visiting. Can't wait for Harry Potter 7 part 2, yet I'm very sad that it's officially coming to an end. Books and Movies both :(. Perhaps if I don't watch it, it won't end! LOL. Looking forward to much wanted and needed READING =)

Mindless Rambles

Wtf, blogs are hard to keep up with. I thought it'd be a great way to just let things out, rant, be mellow by the end of writing one, but hell no! You gotta turn on your computer first, wait for it to load, stare at it, try to count how long it takes, put in a password, wait some more, open the browser - okay i'm just lazy >.>

Heck I was even inspired a few minutes ago to blog daily but like a 5 year old, my attention span is pathetic and my motivation is like a roller coaster. I'll write now!- no i wont- yes, right now! - ah screw it. But at the end of it, when you're done writing and you read things over and giggle like a teenager, then yeah, you're mellowed out, and pretty damn proud of yourself for putting together coherent sentences.

Damn I amaze myself

Hella man......hella O_o

For some reason I've gone to california more than twice this year, and for what? Who the hell knows?! And why does the majority of the population say hella? That's hella awesome!...are you friggin kidding me? Also funny fact, as I was in Berkeley and trying to get my gps to work, it guided me to the university, and boy, once you get past the visitor's section, it's crazy. There are some crazy people there O_O. A whole damn streetful of em. But its pretty great there.Berkeley itself is so diverse, you can't get enough. Well not just there but hell that's where I was so I'm sticking with it. Anyways next stop, Texas (or NY) then good old Chatham, then Europe here I come! I wanna see my loan shark ^^

Hypocricy

It is FAR from amusing when you are told to act and behave a certain way by someone and that SAME person repeats the bloody behavior! Honestly! All you want to do is wack them on the head with a board and say "are you kidding me?!"....or possibly talk/yell. But I always find that physical action speaks much louder than words (obviously)


As for my project, remodeling the store is one hell of a hard job. Especially when you're the only one motivated to do so but at the same time, others are just dragging their feet. If i could do construction, I would have seriously done everything myself. But as soon as it's finished, I will post pictures and feel accomplished. To myself anyway. To others, I'm quite sure I'll be told that I could've done better. Ah well. At least my portfolio made it! Pretty damn proud of myself I can say >.>

Brothers coming home in a few weeks and I'm excited to see them again. Haven't talked to em in eons but soon enough that'll change. And once they're here, it's time to hit California once again! Why? How the hell should i know ._.

Home Sweet Home

After being gone for a few days, and with classes wrapping up, I can honestly say it feels good to shut down mentally. I'm slowly sinking into a state of content. Not quite happy but satisfied. I've got projects coming along that needs dedication and hopefully if met with no interference, I shall accomplish, damnit. Brothers are coming home to visit! I'm excited. California was absolutely GORGEOUS, but a bit overwhelming. I'll always think of it as a place for sight seeing and fun. Home is right where I am. Home is the mess in my room, the alcove of my bed, which for some reason, never stays smooth....>.>
I need inspiration and a volunteering hand in order to accomplish my project, but once i do, I shall hopefully have it flourish! Hell, it better flourish. I need the damn money yo >.< lol. Anyways, like I have said, I am brain dead so I am signing out!

Btw I'm current watching My Tutor Friend, and I LOVE IT!

=^D

I know I have become a horrible blogger, but as soon as I get time to mull over and put my thoughts into coherent words, I shall have a long rambling for you to bask in, because we all know that's what you want to do XD.

SORRY >.<

Wise Words...

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are
Powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness,
That frightens us.
We ask ourselves.
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
Talented, and famous? 
Actually, who are you NOT to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about
Shrinking so that other people
Won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to
Manifest the Glory of God
That is within us.
It's not just in some of us,
It is in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
We unconsciously give other people the
Permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from
FEAR.
Our presence
Automatically
Liberate others.

                                                                                     - Marianne Williamson

Rambles..

The end of the semester is usually a breath of fresh air. You feel all the stress of school just simply falling away. Ah freedom. Free at last, free at last! Whether its for 2-3 weeks in-between or a few months during summer. No more forceful will of having to get up ridiculously early in morning and crashing at night. Can sleep past 8 now bitches! :) Completely random right there. But I must say that the one downfall of the break is that well......what should I do now? I mean besides work (for those who do), and after doing all those things you said you'd do when break comes along....now what? Then slowly that laziness settles in and you feel content and happy just being lazy, but boy is it a job having to get back to routine. Then once the routine is back into your life, then the stresses start all over again, and deadlines need to be met, and somehow ALWAYS there isn't enough hours in the day ( I swear it's true), and finding time to eat within all that is just a hassle, and next thing you know....you can't wait for break again ._.
Summer break is a breathe of fresh air...

Captain Blurp's rambles

I have consented to write about a person who is by far the sweetest and most frustrating individual you'll ever meet - and did I mention weird? You can talk to him and he'll turn to you with a "huh?" (Did I mention frustrating?) You'll have staring contests where you have no idea what it's even about (then you go out for ice cream)! His new idol is Scarface and his dream career is loan shark (tsk tsk). But even so, because of him I have started a blog. He has also saved my (stupid) computer's life and now it's like a shiny new toy! And all the while he's halfway across the globe! (so about a quarter of you are safe from him) Who is this (rare) individual? My incredibly smart cousin who - wants to meet; will meet; has met - Al Pacino. You lucky S.O.B.

My introductory nonsense is EPIC. End of Story._.