Hypocricy

It is FAR from amusing when you are told to act and behave a certain way by someone and that SAME person repeats the bloody behavior! Honestly! All you want to do is wack them on the head with a board and say "are you kidding me?!"....or possibly talk/yell. But I always find that physical action speaks much louder than words (obviously)


As for my project, remodeling the store is one hell of a hard job. Especially when you're the only one motivated to do so but at the same time, others are just dragging their feet. If i could do construction, I would have seriously done everything myself. But as soon as it's finished, I will post pictures and feel accomplished. To myself anyway. To others, I'm quite sure I'll be told that I could've done better. Ah well. At least my portfolio made it! Pretty damn proud of myself I can say >.>

Brothers coming home in a few weeks and I'm excited to see them again. Haven't talked to em in eons but soon enough that'll change. And once they're here, it's time to hit California once again! Why? How the hell should i know ._.

Home Sweet Home

After being gone for a few days, and with classes wrapping up, I can honestly say it feels good to shut down mentally. I'm slowly sinking into a state of content. Not quite happy but satisfied. I've got projects coming along that needs dedication and hopefully if met with no interference, I shall accomplish, damnit. Brothers are coming home to visit! I'm excited. California was absolutely GORGEOUS, but a bit overwhelming. I'll always think of it as a place for sight seeing and fun. Home is right where I am. Home is the mess in my room, the alcove of my bed, which for some reason, never stays smooth....>.>
I need inspiration and a volunteering hand in order to accomplish my project, but once i do, I shall hopefully have it flourish! Hell, it better flourish. I need the damn money yo >.< lol. Anyways, like I have said, I am brain dead so I am signing out!

Btw I'm current watching My Tutor Friend, and I LOVE IT!

=^D

I know I have become a horrible blogger, but as soon as I get time to mull over and put my thoughts into coherent words, I shall have a long rambling for you to bask in, because we all know that's what you want to do XD.

SORRY >.<

Wise Words...

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are
Powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness,
That frightens us.
We ask ourselves.
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
Talented, and famous? 
Actually, who are you NOT to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about
Shrinking so that other people
Won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to
Manifest the Glory of God
That is within us.
It's not just in some of us,
It is in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
We unconsciously give other people the
Permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from
FEAR.
Our presence
Automatically
Liberate others.

                                                                                     - Marianne Williamson

Rambles..

The end of the semester is usually a breath of fresh air. You feel all the stress of school just simply falling away. Ah freedom. Free at last, free at last! Whether its for 2-3 weeks in-between or a few months during summer. No more forceful will of having to get up ridiculously early in morning and crashing at night. Can sleep past 8 now bitches! :) Completely random right there. But I must say that the one downfall of the break is that well......what should I do now? I mean besides work (for those who do), and after doing all those things you said you'd do when break comes along....now what? Then slowly that laziness settles in and you feel content and happy just being lazy, but boy is it a job having to get back to routine. Then once the routine is back into your life, then the stresses start all over again, and deadlines need to be met, and somehow ALWAYS there isn't enough hours in the day ( I swear it's true), and finding time to eat within all that is just a hassle, and next thing you know....you can't wait for break again ._.
Summer break is a breathe of fresh air...

Captain Blurp's rambles

I have consented to write about a person who is by far the sweetest and most frustrating individual you'll ever meet - and did I mention weird? You can talk to him and he'll turn to you with a "huh?" (Did I mention frustrating?) You'll have staring contests where you have no idea what it's even about (then you go out for ice cream)! His new idol is Scarface and his dream career is loan shark (tsk tsk). But even so, because of him I have started a blog. He has also saved my (stupid) computer's life and now it's like a shiny new toy! And all the while he's halfway across the globe! (so about a quarter of you are safe from him) Who is this (rare) individual? My incredibly smart cousin who - wants to meet; will meet; has met - Al Pacino. You lucky S.O.B.

My introductory nonsense is EPIC. End of Story._.